I had to really think about whether or not to tell my students that I was fighting cancer. They may be high school kids, but they are really still vulnerable, scared kids. And cancer is a scary thing at any age, but even harder when you are young. But I knew that I would be going through physical changes and that might be scary for them without understanding. I also feel that although I am going to try to teach as many days as possible I may not be on my A game on some days. I think that if they understand the reason they might be a little more forgiving. The students were awesome and responded with courage and hope. A few asked me if I was going to die. It was easy to answer because I know that I will survive.
Last week I had students that started to ask what they could do for me. Of course there isn't much they can do except pray and have my back, but then I thought about the strength that teenagers have through their trials. What makes these Bountiful Braves BRAVE?
Music is their answer for everything.
When they are sad- they have song that makes them BRAVE.
When they are exercising- they have a song that makes them keep going.
When they are gearing up for a game or the day- they have a song that pumps them up.
When they want to express love- they have a song that fits perfectly.
So I asked the song experts to make me a playlist. I put all my dry erase markers in the front of the room and told them to go for it! I did get some songs that were not quite appropriate for Fighting Cancer: "Bump and Grind", "Let's get it on", "Suicidal thoughts". . . . But I expected a little crazy from my over 200 students. But I had some amazing songs: "Roar", "Lean on Me", "Stronger", "Child of God". . . . obviously my board was full of songs. And everytime I looked up from my desk I saw and felt the support of my students. Their songs will make me BRAVE!
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